Sujj and Sujathability

No...
I really don't think so
that you'd think i'd be incapable
of being on my own

No...
i really don't think so
that i would for a second let you
back in through my door

I have spent
many a-nights even when
you were by my side
i shed tears i couldn't dry

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

You would turn
your head the other way
so you wont have to listen
to what i had to say

You assumed
that i needed you
but you didnt realize that
i needed no one but myself

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

No...
I really don't think so
that you'd think i'd be incapable
of being on my own

No...
i really don't think so
that i would for a second let you
back in through my door

I have spent
many a-nights even when
you were by my side
i shed tears i couldn't dry

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

You would turn
your head the other way
so you wont have to listen
to what i had to say

You assumed
that i needed you
but you didnt realize that
i needed no one but myself

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

I'd miss the things that i can't longer have but i'll move on...

Burying myself with work is the best thing...

Hey! I'm back. I know its been ages and sometimes i wonder if people do come over and read or probably just stop coming after ages i didn't update this site. Heh.. coz when i move up here i don't have my net and now after getting it... its either i'm just lazy, busy or nothing interesting happen... Life for now is super duper boring (work, lunch, work, dinner, movie on pc, sleep) and the routine continues... unlike back then when i'm in uni.

So far... life is DULL; the only time i go out and meet people is when someone plan something for dinner or on weekends. Either that, sleep in is the most important thing that i can ask for right now. Life is SUPER EMPTY NOW. :( (someone please cheer me up)

Working... so far it is interesting, not boring and kinda like the so-call-working-environment. Work mates are helpful, funny and crazy at the same time. So berdrama... that's how to describe it. Suppose that's how it feels like working in a small firm. :) And putting up make up these days... SCREW that, i rather sleep in more too.... sungguh TIRED.

Traffic... horrible,terrible - don't even want to explain further. And.. same goes to the food. So now.. i decided to cook sometimes.

Oh... and i so can't wait for 10/10/2009! Concert.... at park avenue... I'm going! You going?

This is worth sharing....
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I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust
and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life
but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.
I've learned that it's not what happens to people,
It's what they do about it.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slide it,
there are always two sides.
I've learned that you should always have loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you'll see them.
I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.
I've learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves go farther in life.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I've learned to love
and be loved.
I've learned...

This is interesting. Bump into this after surfing my friend's page. :)

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A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm

very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k

annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary

of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York . My requirement is

not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual

salary? Are you all married? I wanted to

ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've

dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my

upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on

the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and

addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few

girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to

marry rich guys

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and w ho can only be your

girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

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Amazing reply:
Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out

there who have similar questions like yours... Please allow me to analyze

your

situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k,

which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not

wasting time here.! From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad

decision to marry you.. The answer is very simple, so let me explain.

Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of 'beauty'

and 'money': Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and

square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but

my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income

might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year.

Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you

are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential

depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10

years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating

with you is also a 'trading position'. If the! trade value dropped we will

sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with

the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to

make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold

or 'leased'. Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would

only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget

looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make

yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better

chance than finding a rich fool.


Hope this reply helps ... If you are interested in 'leasing' services, do

contact me ...

signed,

CEO

J.P. Morgan :)

Love is an ugly, terrible business practiced by fools. It'll trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor...